by Nick Krueger

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nyaituppi He does a Xanthochroid Cover Favorite track: Deus Absconditus (Xanthochroid Cover) (Bonus Track).
Blush 03:52
Pastel 01:56
If I'm not living in pastel Am I even living? If you're not sickeningly sweet Will I even taste you?
Dang 04:39
5 AM 04:33
And as I watched him writhe in pain I felt that familiar horror; Struggling to breath and console my fear, I realized once again The true nature of existence. That awful reality I've tried to forget Since I was young. “Deus Absconditus” The eternal void that awaits us all, “God who is hidden from man” Whether Erthwile bound or a Relic like me; “Deus Absconditus” No one knows what lies beyond, “God who is hidden from man” But it matters not to me The infinite measure of time and space Captures each of us for all eternity. Whether it is a neverending paradise, A burning pit of fire, Or a void of non-existence Whatever horrors or pleasures Await us after this life Will never eclipse the cold chill Of time's endless decay.


Blush is a follow-up to my 2017 album, Worst Case Scenario. Chill and atmospheric electronic music. Heavily inspired by old FM synthesizers such as the DX7 and Yamaha Portasound series, as well as chiptune and other video game music.

This album contains a bandcamp-exclusive cover of Xanthochroid's Deus Absconditus from their album Blessed He With Boils.


released January 27, 2019

Nick Krueger - Composition, Production, Guitar, Bass Guitar, Keys, Vocals, Mixing/Mastering
Matt Clepper - Additional guitar on "街へいこうよ"

Deus Absconditus originally by Xanthochroid


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Nick Krueger Dallas, Texas

I'm a composer, producer, and multi-instrumentalist. I'm involved in multiple projects spanning a variety of genres.

I have a Patreon where I post one exclusive EP every month, available for $5/month.

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